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One vs The Other
I feel like cats vs dogs is a good topic. Its been in my head a lot. Everyone lately is a dog lover. I mean, I love both, cause I love all animals. Cept spiders, which herein will be referred to as Nopes. But the ratio “dog persons” to “cat persons” has shifted in my…
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Scattered Thoughts
3:47 am. Scattered, racing thoughts are what I do best! Better than sleep, anyway. First, I see so many posts about holiday depression that list the suicide prevention numbers. This is a good thing, but as someone who struggles with it yearly, and is having a particularly bad time right now, I can’t help but…
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Welcome December
Ok, I don’t mean that, because I hate winter, and the holidays make me miserable, so it’s more like “piss off and die, December”. Not much going on at this time, except I will say I have a great opportunity to get back into the theater, and considering that Con season wasn’t exactly a hit,…
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What It Is To Be Alone
You may often wish to be alone, or to have your own space. But beware of what you wish for. Downtime in moderation is great. But after being alone for too long, it turns crushing. 1. No one to share with. See something funny? See a rainbow on the way home from work? Someone get…
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Are You Tired?
I am. Tired of being strong. Tired of trying to keep positive thoughts. Tired of physical pain every single day. Tired of my own thoughts that don’t leave me in peace, but eat at me whenever I’m alone, which is most of the time. And of course, when I most want to sleep. Tired of…
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Reflecting on Disappointment
That sounds negative, but its not, really. I have been reflecting on what good friends I have. But I phrased it that way, because I was also thinking how often I’ve been disappointed in other people. After all, it takes the bad to make you appreciate the good. That whole “good can’t exist without evil…
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Home Again
Just touching base after several days in Vegas. It was warm. Sunshine soaked into my flesh. And it was healing. I felt grounded again, and I was reunited with some people I love very much and don’t see nearly enough anymore. In fact, as nice as it is to be home, and back with the…
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Two Thoughts
Politics. I rarely speak of them, because I hate them, even before this enormous cluster reared its fugly head. My dad was devoted, and did a lot for the Democrats in Watervliet, because I think he believed, truly believed, that somehow they could do some good (maybe on the local level, anyway). But I just…
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Next…
Albany Comic Con! It was the first! (For me.) http://www.albanycomicbookshow.com/index.html Sunday, Oct 30th, at the Radisson, 10-5 (I think it opens at 9:30 for VIPs but not sure). Would love for folks to show up and say hi. Would love for folks to show up and buy stuff. Would love folks to show up in…
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Thatcher and Dawthy Meet (An Undead Oz Excerpt)
It looked like a scarecrow. It had a raggedy canvas head, with great black circles where the eyes would be, and jagged scribbled stitches making the lines of the mouth. It wore a ratty fedora and jacket, patched and fraying and smelling slightly of mold, and the trousers were torn off just below…
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